day 1.. contd.

ende daivame... its just been a few hours, and ippo thanne sahikkan vayya... aval parayunne avlde bhagathu thettillenna. ee kaaryathil thettum sherim illa.. just grey areasa.. buit aval innalem veeetttil vannu ninnappo avanu kooduthal aduppam thonnatheyullu.. nayana avanu vendi enthum cheyyumm ennulla feeling, nayan avandeyanennulla feeling.. avanu thanne athu haanikaram. avalkkanganrunnel vendilla.. athinu kaaranam njan thanne. atho avano? njan support cheyyane uddeshichullu.. itrem adukkumennu vicharichilla.. daivame avalkkenta ingane?avalonnu santoshamayittirikkunne kaanan patille? daivame avalkku nallathu varuthane. enikku ippo planinanusarichu pidichu nilkkanulla sheshiyum.

day 1

ende daivame... enta itingane? innale avalodu veettil varalle varalle ennu paranjata. vaikunneramayappo de vannirikkunnu. satyamayittum kathi kuthiyirakkiya vedanayarunnu. ella bandhom nrithanam ennu vicharichata.oru ara manikoor nerathekku nirthiyatuma. pakshe pinna enikku manassilayathu, enthokke cheytalum enikkavale verukkan pattilla, enthokkayanelum ende nannuva.

innale aval roomil poyilla, hallila kidanne. urangiyo ennenikkariyilla.. njan nalla paadu petta urangiye.. avarum angane thannarunnennu thonnunnu. njanenta cheyyande? avalkku ottum vivaramilla. avanumayi friends aakunnathu nallata, enikkavare pirikkanam ennilla, pakshe enne/njan atra snehikkukem venam avanumayum venam nu parayunnathu alpam adhikapattalle? aadyam njan vicharichu njan maarikoduthekkam, initial vishamam poyittu aval sheriyayikolum ennu.. pakshe pinnalochiche, eentanelum inganoru oppurtunity vannu. crisis nadannu. ini avalde reaction entarikkumennu nokkam. oru orazcha ekadesham observe cheyyam. oru major prashnam vannu kazhiyumbo adapt cheyyathe vere vazhiyilla. atanu law of nature.. aa survival skill ellavarudem bvasic instinct aanu.

onnukil aval avane vendidathu nirthum. njan ellam paranju kodukkunnondarikkum ithu vare katthathathu.angananel oru divasam njan poyi avalumayi rekindle cheyyum. atalla ini aval avanumayi genuinely adukkuvanel athum nallathu. avanum santoshamakum. avanavale ponnu pole nokkukem cheyyum. angananel njan pinne avalde jeevitathil kerilla. at least santoshamayittirikumallo. njan kurachu naal vishamickumarikkum. pinne nere akum ennu prateekshikkunnu. engananelum avalkku gunama. avakku nallathu varane. daivame, avakku nallathu maatrame varuthave. please. ende nannuvane.

ee blog aarum vaayikkan vendiyullatalla.. aarum vaayikkanm ennum illa. ini athava aarelum abadhathil vannu pettatanenkil eluppam pokunnatanu nalathu, kaaranam njan ezhutiyirikkunnathu oru pinnakkum manassilakilla. athinu ende katha ariyanam. athippo parayan manassilla.

avalkku dance kalikkanam. enta njan cheyyande? enikku nalla aagraham undu avakkeppozhum thangum tanaum aayi undakanamennu. oru pakshe athu thanne aayirunnirikkam njangale atra aduppichathu. pranthande pranthinidayil njan maatramarunnirikkanam avalkkake undayirunna aaswasam. pakshe ippo njanum athu pole aakunnundo ennoru samshayam. enikkum aa oru possesiveness varunnu. nalla pachakku. returning, dance.
 dance cheyyatirikkan enikku kure kaaranangal niratham. ettavum valuthu athu history vachu cheyyan pattunna ettavum valiya mandan move aanu.btu atodoppam thanne enikkalppam jealosuyum deshyavum thonnunnille ennu chodichal athu njan nishedhikkilla. pakshe athu thettano? aval paranjathu vechu avalde jeevananu njan. ennittum aara koodutal samayam avalde koode chilavidunne ennu ellarkkuma riyaam,. njan itrem adjust cheyyunnille? avalkkum idakkide cheythu koode? satyam , appo pakshe ende sneham unconditional aakunnilla.

alla avanum avalde santoshathinum vendi itrem adjust cheyyamenkil ithoode aayikoode enikku? naale parayam enna pranje. naale entanu parayendetnenu oru pidiyum illa. bsl teacher paranja pole, njan verumoru mandan. but is she worth it? ippo aalochichal avalenikkonnum cheythittilla. satyamanalle?hmm.

avalkkengane parayan thonniyo kalikkan agraham undennu. itrem kolahalathinu sheshavum.enta atinartham? +