Tuesday, 15 March 2011

day 1

ende daivame... enta itingane? innale avalodu veettil varalle varalle ennu paranjata. vaikunneramayappo de vannirikkunnu. satyamayittum kathi kuthiyirakkiya vedanayarunnu. ella bandhom nrithanam ennu vicharichata.oru ara manikoor nerathekku nirthiyatuma. pakshe pinna enikku manassilayathu, enthokke cheytalum enikkavale verukkan pattilla, enthokkayanelum ende nannuva.

innale aval roomil poyilla, hallila kidanne. urangiyo ennenikkariyilla.. njan nalla paadu petta urangiye.. avarum angane thannarunnennu thonnunnu. njanenta cheyyande? avalkku ottum vivaramilla. avanumayi friends aakunnathu nallata, enikkavare pirikkanam ennilla, pakshe enne/njan atra snehikkukem venam avanumayum venam nu parayunnathu alpam adhikapattalle? aadyam njan vicharichu njan maarikoduthekkam, initial vishamam poyittu aval sheriyayikolum ennu.. pakshe pinnalochiche, eentanelum inganoru oppurtunity vannu. crisis nadannu. ini avalde reaction entarikkumennu nokkam. oru orazcha ekadesham observe cheyyam. oru major prashnam vannu kazhiyumbo adapt cheyyathe vere vazhiyilla. atanu law of nature.. aa survival skill ellavarudem bvasic instinct aanu.

onnukil aval avane vendidathu nirthum. njan ellam paranju kodukkunnondarikkum ithu vare katthathathu.angananel oru divasam njan poyi avalumayi rekindle cheyyum. atalla ini aval avanumayi genuinely adukkuvanel athum nallathu. avanum santoshamakum. avanavale ponnu pole nokkukem cheyyum. angananel njan pinne avalde jeevitathil kerilla. at least santoshamayittirikumallo. njan kurachu naal vishamickumarikkum. pinne nere akum ennu prateekshikkunnu. engananelum avalkku gunama. avakku nallathu varane. daivame, avakku nallathu maatrame varuthave. please. ende nannuvane.

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