avakkenne jeevanokkeya.. eppozhum parayunnundu. okay. enna pinne onnu mattethu cheytalenta.athu venam ennu vechu cheyunathu potte, innu nadann pole okke nadakkumbo enkilum cheyyille? atoru obvious thing alle relationil? innu fone vilichappo njan nannyi desperate aanennu manasilakkiyarunnu.. ennittu illa ennu parnjappo njan ah sheri,oru matiri dejected aaya persone pola fone veche, like i had resigned to it. athu manassilaakkiyal vishama vannenkilum aval mail cheyyillarunno?njan satyayum vicharichu cheyyumarikkumennu.. alla, vicharichill,a vicharikkan pediyarunnu, entannu vechal oru sidil kudi ingane parayunnundu, illa avl cheyyilla chumma njan prteekshichu oombuke ullu ennu.appo thanne vannu check cheyyan thonniyata, btu pinne pediayayondu cheythilla. ippo vannunokkiyappo ayachittilla.. aadyame prepared aarunnondu atra vishama thoniyilla, ennalum oru kuthal. avalkkenne enthu maatram ishtama? njan atra desp aayitta paranje enu manassiayille? atho aayittum swantam kaaryamnokki arinjilla ennu ninnatano?njana djust cheyyum. ennu vechu athu mutaledukkuvano?like" she... enikku cheyyanda.. but avanu vishamamakumallo.. ende daivame.. ah pote, avanu manasilayikolum..deshyam onnum varillarikkum" ennokke aarikum vicharikunne.. satyama, enikkippodeshyam varunnilla.. entho ellam "ah" ennu paranju angu vidane thonnunnullu.. sneham kuranjo? ey illa.. snehamullondu thannarikkum. ah potte. vittukala.inim ingane othiri situations varum prepared aarikkanam.
im determined to be happy.