avalitu vare vilichilla... entho.. fone pedichu pedichonnu vilichu.. cut cheyyumo pinne vilikkatirikkumo enupedich.. but switch off.athu kandppo entho, strangely bhayankara aswasam. pinne idakkide vilikkuva.. switch off thanne.. avalkk venamennu vechal sukhamayi contactil aakavunnathe ullu. like fone onakkam charge teernnal.. allenkil  aarudelum foninu tym kittumbo oru miss idavunnate ullu.. ellam cheyyam enna atra atyavashyamanel.. so apparently atra atyavashyamalla.. i shud be ifne with that.. enikku venel argue cheyyam she aval ingananallo angananlloo ennokke, but pointilla. and oru relationshipil angottum ingottum respect venam. i shud knwo tht she loves me. tht shud be enuf. alenkil pinne oru matiri prashnamakum... like in mithunam. reality vittu pokum, and also , enikk kittiyennum varilla avale.. appo oombaruth.. avalum.i have to see this as an oppurtunity to adapt. but i miss her terribly.. and if she doesnt, im being an idiot.sarathiunu pattiyath.. ennu vechu njan avale kuttapeduthilla.. paavam. she has been thru hell this sem. ende koode. granted, kure okke avalde kaiyilruppa.. but then again... aah. che ennealum vilichirunnenkil ennoru asha.