i seriously do not know what is going thru her mind. probably furstration tht i do not understand her, or some sort of resentment at her parents, or a feeling on unwantedness in the family, a feeling tht she maybe causing me trouble,loneliness, and what-not. thts probably coz she's an idiot.shit happens, get over it. icant believe im saying this. dunno, maybe tis the effect from watching all that house. if im house, i want her to be cuddy, not cameron. i want her to stand up for herself. iw ant her to do what she wants without being afraid. if she likes me, i want her to say that she likes me, and i want her to ask for a relationship. i want her to decide what she wants with sarath, considering evrything. i want her to stand up to he rparents, let them know she loves them and respects them, but its time tht they treated her like what she is: a 21 year old girl, an adult, who's allowed to make decisions on her own, and is independent, and he rparents need to step back into supporting roles. i need her to fucking grow up. i want her to be there in my life. i want to fucking grow up. i want to be strong. i want to be awesome. i want her to be with me when im awesome. i want her to be awesome.