she's an idiot. aval raavile mutal fbyil irikkuvarunnennu. but msg idan vayya. what does tht mean? she doesnt want me around. reason entumakatte. what she doesnt know, is tht i'd been up at 8.30, and was online till 10. ennittu ammumma ambalathil kondupoyi. obviously, ambalahtil ninnu online aakan pattillallo. huge communication gap between us. and she's a coward who doesnt knwo what she wants. chumma pareva valya ishtamanennokke. atra ishtamarunnel she'd fight for me. enikkavald efeelings manasilakunnilla ennu parennu. well, MAKE me, then. njan open aanennu avalkkariyam. ennittum onnum parayate, kaanate, oru communicationum illate hw the fuck does she expect me to understand whts goin on in her mind? she still thinks she;s doing sarath a favour by being in his life. wrong. u shudn be this close unless ur in a relationship. ata oolakku ithu vare mansilayittila. esp if the boy in question is a moron.[im talking abt sarath, u idiot]. now i've made it clear tht i want to be in a relationship. she cant even figure out if she wants to. crying about the situations do not get us anywhere. acting upon it does. since its still unclear to me if she has fixated on amith, enikkum onnum urappikkan pattunnilla.i DO want to spend my life with her. and im not a moron.i dont want to give up, but i need to knwo tht she doesnt either. coz a relationship tht's one sided wont last long. writing about it in blogs is a gud way to get it off the chest, but its nto as good as properly tellin the person.